I have gone to the dark side. And, it is the fault of CS Lewis.
I am reading widow book number 9, A Grief Observed.
....reading it just before I go to bed, of course.
It is 2:30 am..and I had to get up.
I was starting to go...what point is there??
My best arm has been amputated. He was everything, I am nothing.
I hurt every day with arthritis..I fell yesterday and now I have a huge, painful bruise.
Everyone else can get a cold, but me...I immediately get asthmatic bronchitis.
So what is the point??.
Steroids will do this to a person!!
. My sister just brought home Breyer's chocolate ice cream.
When the dark side came, I just got up instead of obsessing.
Happily, I am eating the ice cream.
CS Lewis was one of the intellectual giants of the twentieth century and one of the most influential Christian writers of his day.
When his wife died, his intellect got in the way of his faith.
Where is she?
Others keep putting their faith on me.
She may not be in a better place. They do not know.
Half of Christian religions and a part of Eastern religions all believe that life after death could well be worse.
The dark side..
I think that I will read the second half of this book in the day time!!
My reality has changed. Nothing will be the same.
Now that I am up, I know that I will forge my own way and do the best I can.