Saturday, January 10, 2015

The personal pitiful pictureless pissy post


No pictures.
Mr.O'Quilts is so sick.  He was awake all night again,  I was up with him putting meds in his peg tube to loosen the mucus at 3 am.  Trying to suction what he should be able to cough up by himself if he did not have that nasty horrid ALS...motor neuron disease and muscles all atrophied in his throat. He is so exhausted from trying to cough
I want the calvary...but I already have it.
I have wonderful caregiver and friend Stephanie to care for my man.  She came in this morning.  I have friends to bring food and shop for us, I have fabric.  I have dear Michael who took Evan for the weekend.  I have everything.
But, the calvary cannot fix this.
Terror in my heart.
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7 comments:

  1. smazoochieJanuary 10, 2015 at 11:05 AM

    You are always in my heart.

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  2. RachaeldaisyJanuary 10, 2015 at 1:49 PM

    Sending my love.

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  3. BarbJanuary 10, 2015 at 2:25 PM

    sorry to hear -

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  4. ESJanuary 10, 2015 at 4:16 PM

    Scary times. X

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  5. Michele BilyeuJanuary 10, 2015 at 6:39 PM

    I pray for inner peace beyond all probabilities for both of you.You did good. You did your best today.

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  6. CatherineJanuary 10, 2015 at 8:31 PM

    I`ve prayed for you and your hubby. I know it is not easy.

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  7. KaraquiltsJanuary 11, 2015 at 9:36 AM

    I cannot imagine your terror, but I walk it with you in my heart. Hang tough. You are so much stronger than you know. Hugs and Blessings, Dear one.

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