Showing posts with label summary of last two years. Show all posts
Showing posts with label summary of last two years. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

True Grit

 Or why  I love IKEA

The new rug for Dylan...He loves it already..
 And for the old lady with the eye problem...so perfect!!

I am writing about this again...for my own perspective...trying...
In the past two years, life as I knew it drastically changed.  It will never be the same.
My husband was diagnosed with ALS...22 months later..dead.
My mother fell out of her wheelchair and broke her neck.  7 days later...dead.
My son and his wife arrested for drugs and me the new guardian of 3 grands.
I had to retire to take care of it all.
My only son continues in drastic Heroin free-fall.
My sister lost her house and will be moving in 24 days with nowhere to go.
She is getting a divorce.
Concussion symptoms that had been gone for 2 years came back with the stress.
Melanoma rose in a three week period to scare the doo-doo out of me.
Money changed.
Life shakes me....I am.held up by earth angels.

IF ONLY
Your picture smiling 
In my room is not 
Enough for me-I
Want to touch you
Hold you close
Enjoy your company

A hundred-fifty things
Are waiting there to do

IF ONLY

You could be with me
And I could be with you
                                                    Alice Franzen Clemons Burt

 That my mother's poetry books would continue to sustain  me...
Who would have known
That she would be able to write them and publish them in her 80s
Who would have known..
xxoo