The Rant and the Relief

The RANT:

 My Cotton and Steel quilt top.

I hate it...now really, amongst things to hate, like ALS for instance...hating my finished Cotton and Steel quilt top is quite minor.  But I hate it anyway.

Suggestions to self...I could..

1.  Use it as a back of a quilt.

2.  Donate it

3.  Put it away to look at it another time.

4.  Ignore my present feelings and quilt it up and let the kids use it.

5.  Cut it up and re-purpose it.

That is all I can think of.

And I am embarrassed that I attributed all that razz to Cotton and Steel...eg..

Women are made of Cotton and Steel and I, too am going to be like that.

Well, the thoughts and the process did get me through two months of sadness..
 I will give Cotton and Steel that!!!..
.I think I love the name more than I love the fabric.

That is my rant for the day..

The RELIEF:
He is not dead yet!!!!!

My daughter-in-law came for the day for her supervised visitation.with her children 
She is doing very well for now...soon will be picking up her one year chip, drug free...Soo proud I am...
She is very smart and handy.  She was able to assist the caregiver to get my darling out of bed,
into the Hoyer lift and into the Carolina blue and sunshine!!

And lucky me...was able to sit beside him and hold his hand...
Love..just the two of us!!!
xxoo