Figuring it all out on Independence Day

Happy Fourth of July
Gratitude!!
Especially as I see how my grandchildren flourish in safe harbor.
Two steps forward, one step back. Still worth a great celebration.

Tuesday I will be 3 months a widow.  When will I die of my broken heart??

After I find out if my Melanoma is gone?

After I find out if my sister is ok?  

After I deal with all of the trauma issues of my grandchildren?

After I grieve for my mother?

After I grieve for my son the junky?

After I clean out the closet of my dear man?