Gone Quite Daft, I am Afraid!!

I spray basted on the kitchen counter and I did not die.

It was dark outside and my table was gone.

 I love this simple quilt. I love the blending of colors and the whole karate theme.

I am calling it Karate Blossom

 Here  is a picture in the laundry room with LED lighting

 And on the living room carpet.

 The absolutely wonderful batik backing from IKEA

Today is week 19 of being a widow..and if you have never been a widow...well,

You may not know why I need to go on and on and on about it.

I am crazy...

Yesterday, I had a very normal energetic wonderful day..only the second since my love died., April 14.

Today, I was nuts again.
Dizzy, panic, heart beating loudly that surely people notice.

I see before me the black abyss.
My widow support group told me that I was too fragile to go to Patsy's funeral(:

Finally, tonight I decided to free-motion this quilt.

As soon as I got my rhythm  on...all the anxiety went away.

I am told all of this is normal grief.

I cannot believe that..clearly I am crazy.
I hate it.