Showing posts with label Memory shirt quilt process and license workshops.. Show all posts
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Thursday, May 14, 2015

The Courage to control what I can...

Today's grief work...cutting up my dear man's shirts to make a quilt.  First I cut off the collar, cuffs and seams.  Next, I cut it all into 4 inch strips for this 16 patch block.
Catharsis for me as I think of my love....

I am four weeks a widow.


Working with the energy obtained through pure determination, I am driving my exhausted self to the university three days this week to take workshops in order to maintain my license. 
 Every two years, I need 40 credits...The past 22 months, I got nothing...June is looming as the deadline.
I will do this...I will...I have done, so far this week:

 *.AIDS/HIV and substance abuse
*Ethics in Substance Abuse
* Groupwork planning
*Transgendering in Substance Abuse.
*Adolescent Violence
*Caregiving in ALS

 Every day once home from these workshops, I fall right into bed, leaving Stephanie to take care of everything else.  Thank you Stephanie...never ever leave me.
Tomorrow is the last day and then I will sleep in my awesome handmade bed for quite a long time.
Looking forward to IQ group Sit and Sew on Saturday where I have to do nothing but sew.