Sunday, July 27, 2014

The Peek and the Appraisal..

Hmmmm, never did like red.  I prefer tans and blacks and whites..
 What was she thinking???
 I have these small design walls, left over from the larger ones.  I use them to take to the machine to piece the work and for the kids to play felt board with scraps.
A doomy gloomy day today.  Mr.O'Quilts has hit another low...just ugh!! and more ugh!!
The weakened diaphragm has left his lungs in difficulty so talking is exhausting.  He actually asked me to have a visitor leave today because he knew that talking would be too painful.  It scares me to have a visitor leave.  I am always asking....what if they forget us??
I can no longer give my man a hug.  It pushes against the weakened diaphragm and causes too much discomfort.
What to do besides cry??? could take a peek into an inner sanctuary....and find respite in making things for others...And find power in the things I can control...well...most of the time:)


Rachaeldaisy said...

I'm sending you a hug!!

Mary said...

I am so sorry for the new low. Hugs sent from Texas.

ES said...

I'm sorry to hear about your husband's condition. Your cat is very cute :)

Holee said...

So sorry he's hit this low. It's always very hard on the caregiver. Hugs from Pennsylvania.

Michele Bilyeu said...

I am never forgetting you, or your brave man and this terrible, no good, exhausting, and very sad time you are all going through. Thank heavens for color and cloth..even if you don't like read. Take a piece of red fabric and give it a throw across the room and then think of me and laugh at how hard life is and why oh why, does it have to be this way. You will get through this, both of you, and come out on the other side..whatever that is. You will. Hugs hugs hugs