Saturday, July 4, 2015

Figuring it all out on Independence Day

Happy Fourth of July
Especially as I see how my grandchildren flourish in safe harbor.
Two steps forward, one step back. Still worth a great celebration.

Tuesday I will be 3 months a widow.  When will I die of my broken heart??
After I find out if my Melanoma is gone?
After I find out if my sister is ok?  
After I deal with all of the trauma issues of my grandchildren?
After I grieve for my mother?
After I grieve for my son the junky?
After I clean out the closet of my dear man?


Ellen Guerrant said...

Thinking of you. xoxoxo


earthwalker quilts said...

So much grieving, so much wondering....then there's the beauty of the quilts you create and the light you bring to those precious small people, so fortunately in your foot in front of the other and find one small joy in every day. Don't let the sadness overwhelm you, be kind to yourself. You are not alone.

smazoochie said...

Hold on, but if you slip, there are many ready to catch you.

Alcea Rosea 31 said...

I am so sorry that the worries are piling up. Your grand children are a credit to you.

Rachaeldaisy said...

The smiles from those 3 cuties would be helping your heart.