Lighten up Lady...just lighten up

The most hysterical two days ever...OMG
Going off the freaking deep end.

I think that the year's anniversary brings to light the enormity of my loss.

Fear, anxiety, fatigue, tears..over-reacting to everything different.
Trying to remember this:

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How did I survive..???
My little blue friend and I went outside in the wind and sewed.

This fabric is so much cuter in person.
When it came today from Courtney in a lovely card,
I would have cried...but I was already crying.
Perfect timing...Thank you Courtney..you saved the day!

A neighbor needed to talk...I got outside myself.
Then, I made these little nothings..
Ago,I had ordered a really, really inexpensive jelly roll...no wonder...it had very few strips/
Jellyrolling it I see that all the colors are clumped together..ugh.
An applique in the middle should make it into a baby quilt...
.I went to part of Pat Sloan's applique class Thursday.

If, like the Serenity Prayer says....I can control nothing and no one..... but myself,
Then let me sew!!
xxoo