Showing posts with label Eamon and kids visitation at pumpkin patch. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Eamon and kids visitation at pumpkin patch. Show all posts

Sunday, October 4, 2015

We just love a success story!!!

Everyone loved the visitation.
Daddy helped pick out their pumpkins
Daddy played in McDonald's play area with them
Daddy was in good shape.
Visitation was an hour and it went sooo well.
Now folding the turquoises.....found some yellows in there...
Never ever again will I have someone else organize my stash.
Things have been lost forever..
Now, I will know where it all is.


 Amazing..three "normal" days...Where is this coming from???? Slept, thx to my sister taking the kids, did not cry??? My love took 22 months to die...I think I cried more during that time than I have ever ever cried in my life. Waiting for the other shoe to drop..
.Finished Widow book number 8..very helpful.
 I have decided not to count the weeks any more..just the months...
Tough times coming up with his November bday and Thanksgiving...so trying to stay in the day. Maybe the antidepressants help...but then I have been on Lexipro since his diagnosis...
Maybe it is the red wine?? or the candy corn?? or the rain?? or Fabric.com??

 Money still frightful...
Think I will just have to suck it up and be on hold for hours for social security.
One would think 6 months is enough.
..Maybe they lost something...OMG,

Really, I must have a shout out again for my sister.
She never lets me down with the kids. Ever...
She gives them such unconditional love.
With all her issues to contend with, she would inconvenience herself for them.
I could not ask for more. 
Trying now to confirm things for this upcoming weekend 
...so my sister can be part of the Cousin Ann fun.