Wednesday, June 5, 2019


Tears of grief exploded.
Pain pulled that trigger.

Anger wore the gloves of pain
Anger wore the gloves of fear
Anger wore the gloves of grief

I just came home from my only vacation..
Camp Mercy Hospital.

The midnight hour.  The ice bags now warm or lost
The moon rises.  The sun sets.
Friends go about their own business
I enjoy Hydrocodone on the rocks.

I am impossible to be around
I cannot get away from myself.

Grief changes everything.
Pain reminds...

Thank you all for the cards, and texts, and emails and good thoughts.
Thank you for holding my hand remotely.
Thank you for your kindness and love.

Friday afternoon May 31, 2019 at 12:15, I got a brand new key  Knee
I was in recovery until 6 pm.
Today is Wednesday...I have lost count of the  days.
I must be expecting too much

I am sending you love and appreciation


myrtovl said...

Very glad to hear that it is all over and you are safe at home! I wish you quick recovery!
Love, Myrto

Cynthia@wabi-sabi-quilts said...

Hope the pain dwindles quickly day by day!

Karen said...

Hope you heal quickly and that your pain decreases a lot every day. You are a strong woman.

Connie said...

Sweet friend you are in my prayers. Here's to a speedy recover and less and less pain each day.
God bless you.
Connie :)

Michele Bilyeu said...

Sending love and light each and every single day. Hugs hugs hugs.

Mystic Quilter said...

A quick word from me Diane, I'm pleased you;'re home and hoping you're recovering nicely, I'll be in touch in a few days.